I'm just trying to remember that I can remember now. It's so scary that I can remember simple things. I suddenly forgot half of the things I've learnt about pool. And I'm quite scared actually, I'm starting to lose some memories. Those memories that I want to remember for life and to keep to tell my kids are like left with half. Fucking scary can. Sigh~
The world always seem to be against me. People making use of me, disrespects. People treat me like as though I don't have feelings. And when I show them I don't have feelings, they want me to have feelings. I'm tired of being treated like that. Ain't I human too? You always want me to listen and listen but you won't listen and you don't help me when I in need of help and you expect me to give you advise. So wtf am I? So sick of tired of these. Why are human beings so sick?